Friendship

Kalau i and kawan i gaduh, and sorang tu tak nak cakap, maknenye dia tak bersedia lagi nak cakap, maksudnye hati dia tak berapa nak sejuk lagi dengan sakit nye tu. so kalau i, i biarkan saja dia. takyah pujuk. i pun lagi suka macam tu.. tak suka nak tacing2 ni, i jadi malu..hee.. nanti kalau dah lega, sendiri pegi cakap. Tapi ada jugak yg orang dah tegur, tp dia pulak taknak cakap, nak kasi sakit hati, haa tu tak baiklah kan. Ada jugak yg maybe dia tak dengar orang cakap ngan dia, so cant blame her la kan... haa so many factors. Hanya Allah je yg tahu...

"aku terasa mana korang semua tahu..."
Ada je org lain terasa jugak, .... kita semua taktau... 
maybe dia cakap and jalan biasa2 je dengan you, tapi sebenarnye hati dia terbakar dia pendam je. haaa... cane kire tu... cane nak buat tu..

Friends yg dah lama, we know how they are, they are naturally kasar ke, naturally sensitive ke, naturally insensitive ke, naturally egoist ke.. we have to accept. although it hurts. we have to accept the way they are. Because ourself pun memang baaanyak khilafnye, ingat diri i and diri u ni baik sangat ke aaa~~ nehi hey.... 

Friendships are complicated, but at the same time it can be easy, depends on how one accepts it...(cakap memang senang... tapi sebenarnye mmg susah nak pujuk hati supaya let it go and be happy, kalau orang tu boleh buat, maknenye dia kuat. wow)

Yang penting apa2 pun jangan aniaya orang, jangan tutup pintu rezeki orang.

Kalau hipokrit, terpaksa tunjuk baik tapi hati tak suke, takpelah, nak aman kan? daripada cakap kasar2, jeling tajam2, dari menganiaya.. lagi teruk.. ye idok??

Just my two cents. saje cakap. takde bende berat pun daripada post ni....
I love my friends, and i am glad to have them as my friends.. mwah mwah. sorry kalau i ada merajuk, sensitif, ego, tunjuk pandai, kasi uols sakit hati. hee ;D i kan banyak khilaf. :D eh tp uols pun sama k! hahaha xlah.

last but not least ada satu ayat i baca it goes something like this:
Jangan benci orang tu kalau nampak dia buat dosa pada waktu siang, sebab mungkin pada malamnya dia telah bertaubat. bencilah perkara yg dibuat, bukan benci pada orangnya.

and lastly, ayat ni best,
when returning from the Hunayn expedition, the Prophet had declared: "we are back from the lesser jihad (effort, resistance, struggle to reform) to the greater jihad." a Companion asked: "what is the greater jihad, Messenger of God?" He answered: "it is fighting the self (the ego)."

wallahualam. without friends, our life wouldn't be as colourful as what it's supposed to be kan. but still, we do have Allah, Al-Quran, parents, and siblings to brighten up our days. Oh and yes, family are permanent.

Ini paling last last last.. accept who and what they are.